I Can’t Even Think of a Title

I’ve been trying to find something inspirational to write, something to give you guys hope. I mean, that’s my brand after all. But every time I try to write, I lose every bit of inspiration and motivation.

But maybe that’s the point. Maybe I’m learning that every moment of my life isn’t a teaching moment. Some moments just are. If we try too hard to find meaning in every moment, we can lose our zest of life. We stop living in the moment and start defining every moment. As a perfectionist, this is hard for me. I’m constantly analyzing my actions in order to make steps towards being a better person. In order to learn from my mistakes, I have to see my mistakes. But lately I’ve had to learn to stop looking for my mistakes, stop looking for defining moments, and to stop looking for teachable moments in my life. I need to just live. The teachable moments will come. My emotional and mental growth will come.

In the meantime, I’m just going to enjoy living.